
October 2011. The sandman and I became intimate and sleep was a vacation.
The 21st. I was awakened and shown the beauty of the night. Sleep was only lovely when I was with you.

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I went to bed furious
And woke up furious.
But if I woke up next to you
It would be different.
Because I’m always good
With you.
You.
You.
You.
You.
I want/need you too much.
“You’ve been angry for a long time…”
Nothing.

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These last five months have been my most favorite.
The one person I will never miss when I leave.
Today is my last official day of high school.
Jesus Christ… Where did the time go?
Thank you Stone Bridge High School and its all-star faculty and students for providing me the memories and education. I will cherish and take then with me to the next chapter of my life.

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Life’s too short to even care at all.
It’s not exactly how I want my near future to be like, it’s immensely different really. But I must simply accommodate to it and accept that I deserve the consequences.
The last four years morphed and defined my character. I know my character will further change during the next four years as well. I’m not certain how I feel about that.
Graduation, just several days left. If I could describe it in one word…bittersweet. I’ll miss my friends and my fellow classmates, some I’ve known for almost 8 years. The others…I don’t care about them and we’ll go our separate ways.
Some asked me why I am not hosting a graduation party. Simple, I want my family to visit and since half are in Korea and the other half are immobile in Arkansas, that would defeat the purpose. I miss them deeply.
Safe to say I’m terrified for the fall.